I feel today sexually empty. Spent whole day file and polish nails. I liked this and this file. Also spent lot of time on chaturbate. I like this girl, her name is Nikki Winters. She should be my rolemodel.
Each day you prove to yourself that you will become what you desire is a positive day, continue to watch the videos that will help you become the sissy slut you desire to become and you will soon discover that there is no turning back, you wake up and know deep down you are ready!
Today i wake up empty. But after I dress male outfit i start to feel nervous. I undressed and dres female underwear and male outfit over that. After that I went to job. So much hypno started to change me a little. I was watching tons of hypno today and this video t-gruve is really great.
Today was the third day that I watch hypno videos for sissies. I was horny as hell because I didn't touch my clit in that period. My brain was starting to melt. I was thinking only about feminisation, hormones, additional face feminisation surgeries, kidnapping and forced feminisation, gangbangs. The border between my phantasy and reality started to blur. So I went to buy some makeup sponges dressed in high tigh stockings, women's undershirt and maroon colour lace panties. Above that I had male outfit. After 30 minutes walk I started to feal stockings and how they aroused me. Male clothes were unnecessarily and redundant No, I didn't get hard, just felt pleasurable heat between legs and urge to put something in my ass. I continued to sex shop and bought one normal 7.5 inch and one doubleended dildo. Came home, took off male clothes, put the first dildo in the ass and second one in mouth. With deepthroating I ...
Today I start to practice again, with a little encouragement from my Daddy. I watched 2 x 90 min of hypno videos mixed with makeup tutorial. I get so horny that I dressed in full outfit with makeup and wig. After that I start to practice deepthroating with double sided dildo. Actually, I can do a dozen of strokes 7 inches deep, almost without gag reflex. At the end my eyes were full of tears, but I was more confident and smiled ath the end.
Each day you prove to yourself that you will become what you desire is a positive day, continue to watch the videos that will help you become the sissy slut you desire to become and you will soon discover that there is no turning back, you wake up and know deep down you are ready!
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Thank you for encouragement, Dady
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